I SO need to get things going on Deviantart again. I've been out of the fucking running for months! I need to start drawing decently again, I have a lot of unfinished business, including an arttrade with which I really need to finish. I will I will! I've just been in a car accident a couple of months ago and that pretty much fucked up my back, so I had trouble walking without constant pain for a while. I'm fully healed now though, even though occasionally I need to watch what I'm doing(like, falling of the stairs for one thing isn't good when your back's been out of it for a while and thus I have no idea why I did it yesterday)

So, back onto the drawing. College has been a bitch... in multiple ways... and I need to start to get a lot of work to get finished. I lacked the spirit and inspiration to finish them for a long time, since my teachers tried to rip my own artstyle out of me and replace it with a more commercial one. Which I fucking hate. It's a fucking ARTACADEMY, people! Nobody will like the fucking art they see if it's all the same! Get this, I've been told that my paintings are barely acceptable, yet they tell me I'm making progress. But the reason why they won't give me a better grade for them, is that I'm not making progress fast enough! WELL THAt'S DAMN RIGHT IF I DON'T GET TO LEARN ANY TECHNIQUES AND HAVE TO FIND OUT HOW TO USE A BRUSH ON MY OWN! God I'm so through with this college.... I'm only going to finish it because, lets face it, in this society, we all need diplomas and degrees to get somewhere. From now on I'm just going to focus on getting my own style out in some way anyhow. I always carry a pillowbook with me, ifever I should feel like drawing something, I can do it instantly that way. Yay cheap pillowbooks!

On a brighter note, I've finally started to feel better about myself! HAHA! I've started acting at the local youththeatre again, which is fun. Six girls and one teaching guy can't be any less hilarious! I'm going to try and get a course on audio-/videomaterial (and other roadiestuff) at the Kade, seeing I want to try and get into the Film and TV Academy when I'm done with my current studies. By taking that course I will be able to see if I like that kind of work as much as I think I will. Also, I'm going to take either guitarclasses or keyboardclasses, haven't chosen yet.

More ranting's out of the question.

*evil laugh*